#19: Yoga

Yoga brings countless number of benefits. For your physical and mental health, life philosophy, knowledge in so many aspects of life, joy and happiness, challenge.
Honestly, I almost forgot how much I love it.
The problem is I have to practise it myself, as I don't have a teacher.
I do want to practise myself, but I also want to have a teacher, to talk to somebody again, to learn from somebody again, to get inspired and adore.
I always had a teacher, but not for last....almost three years.

Does it mean that I am not ready?

#18: living with friends

Life happens outside your parents house.

I do think that independence and freedom are absolutely necessary for a young person, but this is not the point of this post.

Youth is the time to be crazy, to do silly things and to be around other young people.

It's a blessing to go through so many experiences and get very close with basically complete strangers.
To have someone to watch Interstellar with you when you are sick.
To spend endless evenings drinking beer and discussing life.
To bike, to shop, to cook, to eat, to discuss guys, to roast each other, to plan crazy parties, to clean the house, to destroy the house, to fix the house, to run into their room shouting 'you know what he did???'
To know too much about each other.

To feel at home around them.

#17: Change

What do they say? If it doesn't hurt, you are not changing.

I love changes.
Although I have to admit this time it is going bad and I am failing miserably. I am keep being a mess, but I keep tearing everything apart and destroying my relationship with everyone I love.
I hope that self-control will kick in before I'm chocking off.

I know I can.
I can.

#16: Breaking free

About 10 posts (and half a year ago) I was falling in love. It was happy, it was fresh, delightful and exciting for a while, but then after a while at it happens to me every time I found myself being extremely addicted to the person. I always get stuck in the place and to the person. My life becomes centred around him alone. I suffer, I lose the will to live, I spend all the time in my bed, I feel like it's the end of the world.

And then I break free.
I love this feeling of awakening, of life running through my veins.
I enjoy seeing him and thinking 'oh yeah, I can just pass by without being struck by lightening'
I adore newly discovered abilities to think and concentrate.

As I always say:

It was fun while it lasted

#15: Warwick

I talk about Warwick University but we just call it Warwick.
And Warwick is love.
My life got divided in 3 parts: before Warwick, Warwick, and after Warwick.

Meeting somebody from Warwick is like seeing a sibling.
Discussing Warwick is pure happiness. I can go on forever. This is what can make my evening.

Warwick I miss you...

№14: Warwick-like summer

I feel absolutely happy and alive when it is very warm, humid and dark outside during the day. I remember it was mostly like that during my summer at Warwick. It is delightful to run along fields in weather like that. The smell, the feeling of freedom and surrealism, the wind, the peacefulness.
This is my favourite running and working out outside weather. Even if (especially if) it is raining or storming.

#13: Old friend

I barely try to keep people in my life, since the ones I try to keep usually are not worth it or leave anyway. I am trying to be happy with the people I currently have in my life.

Luckily some of them stick. Some of the people I met earlier in life are so important for me. Friendship tested by time.

You used to be a total stranger but became a part of most of my life decisions. Even if I don't do as you tell me, I always ask your opinion. Your smiles. That one that initiated our communication is truly one of a kind. Nothing similar ever happened to me ever since. And how you would stop discussing business and would try to make me laugh when I showed up depressed at the meeting.



All these group chats to share small moments with people who are far but are always in my heart and always remember about me.